Ok, today I wanted talk of a special thing related to something that it happening yesterday in my head.
The afternoon we went to Zoo, and a this special out of home I decided to did a photoshoot and filming.
A time in front of Tigers anglos, I did photography in a special pose and my sister look at me bizarrely (as always), I looked behind me for look her discretly because the look of my sister and of the others peoples is very difficult for me.
This very special time in my head, I said to me. Why, I did attention at his look, I did what I want as I want and not as the look of the others peoples want I must not discourage me cause of the look of peoples. Whaooo! It’s extremely hard but I could not to do attention to look of the others peoples, now.
I want live with not the look of the others peoples on me but my look that I have of myself and on last months he is a little more positive that before.
It will hard with actual society.
I want my look and not the look of others peoples for go ahead.
Goal of a Borderline Personality Disorder with a lack self confidence, that live only with the look of others peoples and fear of judgemnts.
The change in my head is betide approximately of the place.